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Dead Inside

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What's the point of my existence?
All my happiness is forever lost in the distance.
Not lost in a place but in time.
A time when I smiled on a dime.

What's the reason for my being?
With no hope inside I have no feeling.
I am nothing but a body with no soul and no life.
Nothing more than a victim of circumstantial strife.

What's the meaning of all this pain?
I guess I am forever stuck in a torrential rain.
This is all I'll feel for all eternity.
Emptiness that goes on endlessly.

Is this the end of everything?
It must be, I closed my last life-line to my sanity.
I let go of all I held dear.
And succumbed to all my worst fears.

I guess this is it. I'm already dead.
No more thoughts or dreams flow through my head.
It's all over. I made sure of that and her happiness will start.
I let go of the only person I ever loved. "Goodbye my love", from David's sorrowful heart.
I...got drunk today, am still drunk so..wrote this while drunk, and I said goodbye to my wife...I'm gonna be married to her...forever I guess....idk...so...told her I would never talk to her again, unless she talked to me...I gave up...and I'm completely aware of what I've done, don't worry.

I don't want comments saying I'm better off without her for those in the know. Idc how many of you think it, I'm sitting here crying my eyes out...but I can't fucking deal with it anymore...not being with her...knowing she's with him...and I guess she'll be happy this way...even if she doesn't deserve it...

And hun, don't give me shit about this... just don't..

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Crack3dMySanity's avatar
I am going to support you no matter what you shoes to do:hug: